ShrtStry

Poem's, Stories, and Thoughts

Wizard

It's my 30th birthday, and it feels like I haven't sensed the flow of the world's magic against my fingertips in so long. It's as though I've been dehydrated, with days and seconds stripped from me with great malice. Yet, here I am, once again swimming in the ocean of old magic, as if someone had finally turned on the faucet. I've come a long way from the little boy in South America. In these 30 years, I've traveled and found homes along the way. From the shores of Kittery, Maine, to the cobblestone streets of Ibarra, Ecuador, and to a volcanic mountain in the middle of the Pacific on the Big Island of Hawaii. My feet have carried me to even more places than I could have imagined. I've visited so many friends, broken bread with memories, and cried with the ghosts of long-lost shadows. I've experienced my fair share of grief, love, and survival. I've raised a toast to all the gods in the heavens and prayed to some questionable entities for freedom from pain. I've shared laughter with demons, devils, and lonely angels. I've spun the world on my fingertip and dreamt of warp-speed travel while intoxicated. If you know me, can you feel how much it means to be me? How I overflow with life and the will to live? Can you see it in my eyes, the way I smile at all the glory, sadness, and everything in between? I am just a piece of a whole, a wizard of the universe, a boy with a smirk. I've worn many shapes and masks, but it's still me beneath it all. I haven't changed, and yet I've changed so much. I've been a trickster, a lover, a fool, a wolf, a son, a guardian, a saint, a devil, and a father. The grand calculus of everything will always equal me, and it will equal you. You are what I used to be, and you will become what I am. May all your birthdays be Fun and Fancy Free.

By Sebastian J. Blanchette

Leave the light on

Life has a weird way of interweaving the good and bad things. Never in way that superseded but more in a way that make things cumbersome. I think this often distracts us from the important things, things we often take from granted. It's funny that a book quote, a song lyric, a melody, or even just a case of deja vu can open our eyes to what was always in front of us. The goodbyes that went by too quickly. The things we let go so easily. The dogs or just pets we put to rest. The family and friends we had to let go due to time, distance, and death. We are unfortunately cursed to move in one direction, forward and onward. We learn to lose things, and forget things, but damn do we feel things. These things that are always on our mind should be expressed. A harder I love you, a smile, a doggy treat, or even just road trips with amazing views. Experience it all together. Experience life, and never take any of it for granted. Just to remember that there was a reason we left the bathroom light on. For all we have at the end of the day is our memories.

By Sebastian Blanchette

Mere hours before I sat down to type this my second dog passed away. It was just as the fireworks for fourth of July finished, so did his heart. He was a beautiful Tibetan Spaniel & Pomeranian mix. I had gotten him from the sketchy pet store shop in my mall 9 years ago. I remember how tiny he was in my hand as I sat him down on the counter top of the store I worked at. He witnessed the passing of my first dog gizmo and he really grew up quickly from there.

I think its easy to wish I had spent more time with him. Been more aware of his every illness or just watch him like a hawk in general to protect him from whatever came our way. A lot did come our way though. He survived through it all and as more dogs showed up in our family he made room for them happily.

Sancho was by far the best of them. He was a real stubborn good boy. He lead the family of dogs proudly and ultimately a little gay. He always begged, barked and bullied but he was cute so he got away with most of it. He was a really weird dog, with strange allergies and illnesses showing up through out his life. In the end the deck was stacked against him.

I will always remember his bark, the way he snored, the tongue that would always hang out of his mouth. I will always remember him, just as I will always remember my first boy gizmo. They are off somewhere playing once more, running gleefully through grass. I know in my heart that they are waiting for us wherever they are. I wish I could reach them, touch them. Tell them how much I miss them and love them. Scratch their backs and tummies and play with the hair around their ears. My best boys are gone from this plane of existence, but they are off to a better place, waiting for the rest of the family.

I imagine it will be quite some time before I manage to see them, but I am writing it here and proudly letting the universe know just how much Sancho Panza was loved, man was he loved. It must be known just how much he meant to everyone in my life. I witnessed today the universe send you off with grace. I hope all the gods both the good one and the bad ones feed you a treat on your way. A toast to be had in your honor, for sure.

Sancho Panza, mi panzon, mi vida, mi babe, I will always love you, forever. Gizmo will take care of you from now on, and when we meet again, you must let me know all the places we must go. All the worlds we will conquer.

Te amo so much my beautiful boy

by Sebastian Blanchette

Hush, dear Secra, close your eyes tight, In the deep forest, where dreams take flight. A painting hangs, embraced by ancient light, A lullaby of magic, just for you, played by me. Close your eyes and dream what I see.

Stuck to a wall by old metal and time. There hangs a piece of art in a place out of sight. Not a place to be forgotten, but a glade suspended at its prime.

The soil is kept sacred Sunbeams shine true. If you happen upon it maybe you could do what I do

In the heart of this glade, a hidden treasure lies, Guarded by a wolfish little prince, cunning and wise. His eyes hold the wisdom of ages untold, Protecting the magic, his story unfolds.

An illustration, frozen in time's eternal grasp, A portal to realms where dreams overlap. Within its frame, a princess stands tall, Her spirit ablaze, courage reigning over all.

Beside her, a dragon, fierce and yet serene, Their dance of duals, a spectacle unseen. Locked in an embrace that transcends time, Together they combat darkness, sublime.

For there exists an evil, fueled by shadows deep, A darkness that threatens to engulf and creep. But she was raised by the wolf, in love and in strife, So she would keep confronting the abyss, fighting with all her might.

For what is meant to endure, forever to be, Begins where your weary footsteps will finally see. In the whispers of leaves and the rustling of trees, A tapestry of beginnings, woven with ease.

So embrace the magic, let it guide your way, Through the depths of the forest, where time holds sway. In this glade suspended, where art and life blend, Your journey's end marks a new chapter, once again

For in this enchanted haven, you'll find, The threads that connect your heart and mine, and as your voyage nears its destined end, A tapestry of forever shall beautifully extend.

by Sebastian Blanchette

Bye Tai

It sure is hot.... Well, it is summer after all. Do you remember the first time we met? How could I forget?

What an amazing view! It's nice to do sometimes. Oh! A harmonica! I got a new one, kinda felt like playing again. Let me hear you.

Hey....I want some shave ice. You're a handful, you like melon flavored, right? You've sure gotten big... And you never change.

[harmonica plays...] You are the best partner ever. [harmonica stops...]

Hey... Hey... What about tomorrow? What will you do?

Good question...Who knows. ...What tomorrow may bring. Oh...oh. I know, tomorrow.... ....

[partners cry...] ... ... ...

And that is how we finally grew up. but our story hasn't ended yet. It's just Digivolving in a new direction. .... [cherry blossoms fall tenderly through the wind] but I can promise you this...I will see you again!

By Sebastian Blanchette

Derived from Digimon Adventure: Last Evolution Kizuna

Stone tears are never wasted but are always broken. A sinking pebble, floating downward into the darkness of the open sea. Once part of a larger whole, a mountain that pierced the sky so high. Now, suddenly falling downward, pasts the creatures that seek to hide. From the stability of a powerful wall, to being pushed and pulled by the oceans currents. A tiny stone, older than christian gods, now buried under swishing sand. As the years go by and the earth stretches and yawns, the pebble spins deeper into the ocean floor. Rather pointlessly between salt and sand. No purpose to fortify, or bear weight, rather weightless in the deepest parts of the sea.

The weightless pebble now decades under sand, polished and warped by the movements of time. Pieces of even its small tiny being now missing from the effects of tension and erosion. A feeling of becoming nothing of matter, just more dust in the forever sand. All its edges torn away, its strength taken from it, and soon time would make it fade entirely.

Yet, as the time came, and the pebble spun under the weight of the sand one last time. It felt a warmth, something that It hadn't felt since the years of lava. It was the mothers heart, a deep fire in the core of all that is, and somehow the pebble or whatever was left had made it all the way back home. Not on top of some mountains, not a part of a beautiful peak, but now a seamless fit into the crust of the earth. The very force that moves the lands above, the foundation of all that is. Backed by the fires of their mother. Backed by the power of their core.

By Sebastian Blanchette

I recall a memory of a child clashing with the ocean. Fists clenched and pounding against the sea. Waves pushing and pulling the child without much consideration for their growing frustration. Seemingly an impossible task, yet i've found many youths in my time that have tried to shape the tide. Many as we aged have given up such tasks, deeming them impossible and ultimately letting the sea be. Yet unaware that all of us continue to fight against this same impossible force in the shape of change.

In all my years on this earth, I’ve come to discover that change isn’t just necessary, but mandatory. We are, after all, adaptable creatures. There are often cyclical moments in our lives, things that we create out of routine. By nature, these are not harmful but without proper oversight, these can slowly become prisons for parts of who we are. Holding pieces of us hostage from change.

However impossible, it must be said that fate is driven deeply by us. Our choices and actions pouring over those around us. Do not become stale, stuck to your routines. They appear safe, but they are anchors in your timeline. They will hold you down and suck away minutes, hours, days and even years from your life. The universe has never been one for handouts, but it will endlessly provide. Perhaps that’s where my faith is now.

Look back at all your choices with fondness, but do not let them be stopping points that define who you are. The future and all its endless probability should be tuned in by you. A high frequency radio with your voice rising above the static. Listen to it, even when the choices are hard. I've found that sometimes these crossroads are viewed with great distress, but more often then not are gateways to unrealized bliss.

It's a blissfulness that is rediscovered in small increments. Tiny moments that pass by so quickly if we blink we might miss them. Some believe they never feel them, but I would suggest they are never really looking for them. Like all things in this wretched and beautiful world, it requires a bit of work from us. Not simply seeing these moments for what they are but allowing them, trusting them, and believing them as they engulf us.

That same impossible tide that we fought in our youth, were they not some of the same waves that carried us back to shore? The same water that salted our wounds, and overwhelmingly tumbled us back to reality? Be brash enough to keep fighting the waves but remember that when you decide to ride them back home that you have the full force of the ocean at your back. Change is that very thing. Steering yourself with the full force of the universe at your back, and always remember to enjoy the ride.

By Sebastian Blanchette

It was always worse during the night. They all barely slept, rotating their watcher every 2 hours. Exhaustion was more than a companion at this point, it was just the status quo. It was bewildering that mankind came down to just these archaic defenses. Just the last few men and women planted eternally in a trench like an old war from the books. Their limited munitions and bodies were on the brink of disaster. The trench was riddled with the shedding of their garments and displaced limbs. They had stood this position for so long that the dirt started to have a savory taste and it no longer mattered if the air was cold or hot, they had stopped feeling a difference years ago.

There was no one left that recalled a time before the war. All the sons and daughters of mankind were now born and raised in the bunker mere feet away from the trench. They were taught to fight and hold back the enemy from birth. A series of electronic simulations that mirrored the effects of the trench. Each member playing a vital role in maintaining their position. Their orders coming from the big screen back in the bunker. Every 5 days the screen would display a new set of orders in bold text. Each order would be carried out within 24 hours and the button on the screen would be pressed by their commander upon completion.

Their commander was strange. He appeared to never age and had been there long before any of them were born. His one role was to watch them complete their missions and press the button. He never once left the bunker and just paced back in forth in front of a wartime map. He hadn't ever glanced at the map just tapped on the glass case around it with what appeared to be very human anxiety. He was ultimately very supportive though and always made sure all active trench members were rotated out for their mental health. He was often heard mumbling about how tiny their bunker was, which always led others to question why he never went outside to the trench.

The history books they were raised with said there used to be more bunkers and even bases at one time or another, but that due to poor budgeting and bad planning they were mankind's last foothold. The enemy had cleared out the rest of the world, which according to the map in the bunker was unimaginably large. One book even stated that the map was wrong, and the world wasn't much larger than what they could see on their position broadcasts.

Every now and then one of them would get so curious about the world outside the bunker and trench that they would try and run out into the open field. A resounding pop always followed these actions as their bodies exploded into dust, their clothes often times being left intact. Whatever the enemy was it was always watching them. Always waiting for one of them to slip up or run out.

The screen back at the bunker would often give them advertisements for new weaponry that showcased images of what the enemy truly looked like. They had 11 eyes and tentacles where their hair should be. They were larger than humans and held technologically advanced weaponry. Although the weapons that were 3d-printed at the bunker appeared to be more and more advanced every year. The commander even once told them that he had fought some in hand-to-hand combat back in the day and that he still had nightmares about their appearance.

Time of course was running out for mankind. They were out of ammo, and material, and frankly, their birthrate had been basically zero for their last two generation groups. Many were too tired to even move, and food was no longer being provided at normal intervals. As the last remaining few trench members peered out over the empty grasslands for what may be their last day, they noticed something that had not been there before. A figure walking toward them in what could only be described as a business suit.

The figure appeared human enough. Cleaner than anyone at the trench was. He even walked with a sense of mighty importance. The watcher yelled out to the group, shouting positional arguments for their snipers to aim at. The last of the snipers aimed his rifle and fired a warning shot mere feet from the suited figure. Unfazed the figure continued toward them at the same pace. A trench member went back to their commander to ask what to do, but before they could run and get him they noticed the commander had come out from the bunker. A sight that drew the attention of all the trench members completely.

His clothes were stripped from his body. Only his boxers and steel-toe boots remained. He lifted himself up onto the grasslands and walked toward the suited figure at what appeared to be the same pace. The trench members watched with awe as both figures passed each other without a word of acknowledgment and proceeded on their course, finally the suited figure stood above all of them.

The suited figure pulled off his sunglasses, waved for all the trench members to gather close to him, and proceeded to tell them they were all dismissed. That they had run out of war funds and told them to make their way outside of this retched stadium by following the illuminated lights labeled 'exit' in glowing red text. He also mentioned that they would be compensated for their efforts but that they wouldn't be providing any medical or dental benefits long-term. They could however opt for a humane death by a physician on their way out.

With that, the man put back on his sunglasses, whistled rather loudly, and turned around to walk away. As his whistle died out, what appeared to be construction works and vehicles began dismantling the bunker with rigorous speed. All of the remaining people in the bunker were poured out by a man with a hard hat and a cigar and another man with a shovel proceeded to yell at them to shoo.

As they watched their world come apart around them, the remaining people of mankind (or so they had thought) gathered into a line and made their way out following the exit path as instructed. All of them were filled with utter confusion on their face and demeanor as they stumbled out into what could only be described as a big box store parking lot. As they passed through to the outside world a man stamped a piece of paper and handed it to them, mumbling something about a coupon and waving them away. All of them got lost in the forest of cars that filled the parking lot. Separated and alone in the real world for the first time in their lives.

by Sebastian Blanchette

It is my understanding that you’ve come here in search of the lake.

It has been long known among the locals here that the lake is home to a doorway, though no one could tell you for certain how they know such a thing. I do not expect you to believe this, but the stories of a thousand years don’t just come from nothing, do they? It seems to me that we often look at the people of the past as intellectual children, unable to explain the world around them in terms of science and familiar reason. But like children, I do believe that they had a way of seeing which we have lost, in the same way, that toddlers greet an unseen man in the corner of their bedroom or tell tales of themselves in lives previously lived. Our understanding of things has very little to do with the way the world actually is.

But you want to know about the lake. I myself have never seen it, but I will tell you what has been passed down to me. Please do not be disappointed. I think that by the time the story is told I hope you will see why I never had much reason or curiosity enough to go looking for it.

Sit, and I’ll tell you what I know of it.

They say the lake is as smooth and black as the new moon’s night sky. Its face is always silent, undisturbed by wind, rain, or beast. No fish seem to swim beneath her surface and not a mayfly will alight upon her placid face. The bank is barren of the usual weeds and plants that gather life to themselves; all is silent when you make your way through the trees and finally come upon the sight of her. It is a silence unmistakable in a wilderness like the one you will find out here, and it is not easily forgotten.

I do not know anyone foolish enough to have touched this lake, not in the generations that have come and gone since my family settled here back in ‘26, or at least none who found it worth boasting about. But still, they say that if you dip both hands into the lake and cup her waters there, not a drop will spill between your fingers, and the water you carry will remain opaque and flat as a scrying mirror, and warm as a baby’s breath. Some say that the reflection you see there in your palm may drive you mad– whether it is your future or demons or endings you witness before losing yourself to madness I cannot say. We have had our fair share of missing people around here, though if it has been caused by madness or simply losing the path I cannot tell you with any certainty.

No tales of drinking this water have made their way down to me. I would say perhaps that no one has ever been stupid enough to do such a thing, but anyone who has seen their fair share of humanity will likely draw other conclusions. I suggest you not be the one to try it. The lake has a long history, longer than any of our own, and some things are lost while others are buried.

Something that is widely known is that the lake has accepted many sacrifices, though it has never asked for any as far as I know. And yet, maidens, livestock, golden coins, swords, and jewelry cast of fine metals, all have found their way to her banks and disappeared into her awaiting maw with not so much as a splash or ripple.

This is simply the way of people. What cannot be understood must be destroyed, and what cannot be destroyed must be worshiped and placated. So, men, they come, as they have for generations, for millennia, before language and weapons and prayer, they have come here and known fear and offered sacrifice. And the lake has accepted them but remained silent as the doldrums.

In this way, the lake has become a place of waiting. They all wait and watch and yearn. If you ask them what they are waiting for, some may say answers. Others say they wait for the lady, black as pitch from raven-haired head to slim bare feet, who invites those willing into her kingdom of eternal night. And others still say she is white and bright as the evening star, untouched by the murky waters as she rises from the depths to bring promises of another world far from the suffering that mankind has sown. In this way they sacrifice more than they realize. The lake pulls them in and so they stay, make families, build communities– I cannot tell you how many wandering souls have settled in this region, but they come for the lake and they wait, even without knowing it.

My father, who brought us here in search of something he never spoke of, died waiting. So did my mother, though they had lived most of their lives on opposing shores of reason. My story is one of thousands. Heroes, villains, gods, sorcerers, and demons are all said to have made the pilgrimage to the lake’s indifferent shores for glory, conquest, and homecoming. Of which stock do you fancy yourself to be?

I am sure more will come, as they always have.The world is sewing itself together in ways I am unsure were ever intended, and the unexplainable is never allowed to stay that way forever. It’s simply not the way that people operate, especially now, with science knocking on everyone’s door. I am sure this one will be no exception.

I must conclude by saying that you must not be in the business of finding the truth in any of what I have told you. Truth, in memory, is a fickle thing. There is a lake on the northern side of the mountain you see there. It is a long trek from here, but it seems you are prepared for that. There is a path, but there are many paths alongside the mountain. I have never walked it myself, so I can only wish you luck and provide you with a reminder. Many have come and seen the lake, and I do not know if they ever find what they truly came searching for. Many of those people have gone again into their lives, while many have stayed, and some have met with uncertain fates of no particularly enchanted variety. I just remind you that no matter what you believe from these stories, know this is a place of waiting and sacrifice, and not all things are intentionally given but may be taken just the same.

When you knock upon a door, you must be wise enough to determine how long to wait, when to walk away, and when to walk through.

by Ariel Moniz

On the very last evening of that blustery month of October lost to time somewhere in the distant past, the manor was alive with monsters and candlelight. Every sconce and chandelier was lit with a dozen flickering candles, better to light the scenes of voracious festivity within its walls. While it was well past midnight, guests continued to arrive, leaving their coats and human faces at the door. Demons, witches, ghouls, and every beast from the furthest reach of imagination made their way through the witching darkness, whether by plush carriage, windswept horseback, or dew-kissed foot, over the marsh and hillsides to the glowing countenance of the manor, that pulled, like the moon itself, every half forgotten nightmare known to mankind into its awaiting arms.

The entry hall yawned wide, welcoming every guest that wandered through those open doors; the living, dead, and those suspended in between were invited to feast and dance and display their terrors. A grand staircase of ebony wrapped its way to the upper floor like the Midgard serpent, where rooms of every earthly delight beckoned those who could hear their call. The halls and adjoining rooms were decked in lavish tapestries, embroidered with scenes forgotten to man and time, cast into brilliant life as the candlelight caught the decadent gold and silver thread. Furniture of every century crowded the rooms, where time carried no power and busied its hands elsewhere.

Shelves, tables, and book cases carved with unholy and cherubic features served as altars for mankind’s bygone nightmares– carved stone Gods, bones of beasts that passed in and out of existence unknown, photographs caught in silver of faces that had never been or who would one day be, and in every room, books, thick with whispered secrets, archiving the innumerable follies and atrocities committed by the hands of man and monster since the dawn of perceivable time.

These objects and their histories go unnoticed, as the evening is not about secrets, or those harsh faiths of eras past, or even the departed; it is about revelry. Down the flights of stairs where feet make not a sound, to the front hall where dawn will soon beckon through the open door, they enjoy the sights, the sounds, the feast.

The banquet table, a stately piece of nostalgia brought overseas from the old country, was alluringly burdened with a feast as varied and elegant as the guests that ladened their plates and lips with its fare. Swollen gourds of every shape and size, bulging pumpkins and golden squash among them, served as decor and seasonal crockery, their innards disposed of and replaced with punches, simmering stews, and pattes. Beside them lounged fragrant loaves of bread, still steaming despite the advanced hour, slathered with fresh butters and jams of every fruit to bloom on earth since the fall of eden. Beside these gathered platters of cheeses, in blocks and wheels of gold and ivory, veined with mold. Fresh apples, red as the devil and twice as sweet, dipped in molten candy and bittersweet chocolate were piled high on platters like so many delectable corpses. The roasted bodies of fowl, cloven-hoofed beast, and other, less familiar flesh, shimmered with grease and tantalizing flavors, the smell of which filled the hall and beckoned out the windows into the pre-dawn murk.

Cider and mulled wine poured ceaselessly from barrels older than the country, decanters of glass so fine its lip could cut flesh, and simmering cauldrons that still held tight to the tastes of the centuries of dark arts they had birthed. The sounds of goblets being filled and meeting in garbled toasts could be heard across the dining hall, among the tittering gossip and bellowed “hullos” that come naturally to those who have not made the other’s acquaintance in a millennia.

And all around they danced. They screamed and howled and fed and cackled over the music as it swelled and cantered, instruments of string and brass and polished wood dueling in harmony beneath a vaulted ceiling depicting all that was once known of heaven as the floor upon which they danced reflected the inferno which they all knew so well.

Those intimate with eternity are the most familiar with endings. Over the revelry, the debauchery and ecstasy, came the sound of a blackbird’s morning trill, the first in a dawn chorus upon which they all cease their dancing, feasting, and laughing to listen. Again it comes, cutting like a scythe announcing the harvest. Not a soul remained in the manor, which was not empty nor abandoned, but existed only in the way of unexplainable things. The birds continued their chorus, the dawn continued her climb, and the first of November arrived.

by Ariel Moniz